i want to write sth ,but dont how to start.......my words have gone draught.......
when i started writing, i really loved it.......i used to figure out atleast 2 topics everyday.....
but 2day i m thirsty of words,topics.......dont knw y its so.......
may be the inspiration is gone......ya i saw an inspiration in sm1......her words really inspired me,wow what a human being. she was so gud in playing with words,never saw dat before.
i started liking her personality and it was then i decided to portray her in my own words.
i guess i was late,i never understood her and realised my fault after she left.
i kept writing even after she left to keep d memories of a wud have been a gud friendship.......
d strangest part i felt was that dose memories had never hurt me.
i actually enjoyed remembering dem :).........so i kept writing to keep dem alive....:)
people say d memories of sm1 who leaves always hurt.....but i guess its not like dat.....
i wud rather say if any1 says so,u have never respected dat person ,u have never cherished d moments u spent wid him,u havnt let him unlock d locks of urs and never tried to untie him........
u shud have revealed urself and instead of blaming him/her try 2 improve urself and let a fruitful relationship to happen.
guys generally suffer from sense of insecurity,dey find it too hard to believe their partners....ultimately resulting into grudges and fights b/w d two.....
finally wen either of dem starts feeling suffocating,everythng ends and she leaves you in d middle of nowhere......
ya guys commit mistakes but d most depressing part is girl never replies,she never says goodbye and leaves widout saying a word,as if she is some kind a ghost.........
u knw how it feels....d feeling kills u every sec,torns u apart into pieces........
you keep on searching d reason of y she left,
you try 2 recall everythng u said was wrong,
it feels like you are d biggest fault commiter of all,
d whole blame is on u........
u keep on msging her wid no replies....!!!!!!
and finally she comes and says "srry we cant talk and meet any more".......
mana ke humne khata ki hai
par aisi bhi kya baat thi
jo humse wafa tum na kar paye
mana ke humne dil dukhaya hai
par aisi bhi kya galti ki thi
jiski maafi na de paye
mana ke humne lehje se baat nahi ki
par aisi bhi kya berukhi
jo galti ki saja bhi na suna paye tum
