CLOSE TO MY HEART.......:)

me + ashish + aman = a precious gem...:)


i must write this,i have to write this and i should....


we three met on august 2005 and since then we have been together......
the journey has been full of fun,assignments,bunks,ogling @ hawttys,rating girls,semesters,struggle,achievements,emotional breakdowns,failures.....more failures than success but still we 3 were always together......

when i was a kid i din have lot of friends actually i din have friends.....i used to play with a bunch of kids,but everyone in them actually always wanted something from me......i used to bring my bat so that i could play with them....i mean there always was some kind of give and take....i was funny thats y they always wanted to be with me.....but the thing was i had to keep smiling all the time even when i was in pain.....cuz i din want to loose them....i mean i cudnt share with them......but then there was this girl.....we used to look each other most of the times during classes......there was something different in her eyes....i guess she cared for me,that i never saw in any of my friends.......but suddenly she got transferred and i missed those caring eyes very much.....but now i see the same glow in the eyes of my two buddies....:)


for the 1st 2 yrs we weren't that close,i mean we were frnds but as compared to today,i know i have got another family in them....:)

there is nothing that can separate us.....but career is something that has made different routes for us and we have to go in order to survive.........

we share everything.....i mean everything.......except underwears we share everything lol....:P....


yesterday i got the 2nd most beautiful gift of my life....1st was ME COMING TO THIS WORld(thanks to my parents)......i got a framed picture of three of us together.....its precious to me !!!!

bas bahut hua....emotional nahi banna muje....cuz big boys dont cry....only girls cry ...lol..:P....

all the best to ashish ,aman,and abhishek.......:)

broke broke broke.....

when things dont go like the way we thought and indicts  a difficult phase of life.....we feel so broke and smashed.

it gets even worse when  cuz of d people you love and care,you cant even cry;you have to keep a fake smile,stand tall always ready to take all the responsibilties even at the time when you dont even have the energy to carry with the KASHMAKASH(struggle) going deep inside you....

i cant tell them about the recent developments that are getting really difficult to cope up with.....

right now i am feeling very low,got no idea on how to deal with the current situation.....

thanks to this guy,he is supporting me a lot....otherwise i would have lost everything.....

now i say....no matter how strong you are,you will always need someone's help....a moral support is always needed......there has to be someone with you,so that you keep sharing and keep telling about your mind coflicts and that person is known as FRIEND....always appreciate that person and never loose him,he will guide you through all phases of life.

i am trying ashu.....but if i loose the battle,that wont be because of your lack of support,it will be because of loosing all my blood.....

JAI SHRI KRISHNA

happy friendship day....

being a single child to my parents,i never experienced sharing my stuffs,my feelings,my happiness with someone close to my age.

i  have  always been a reserved kind a guy,i had friends in my school days but never got the feeling of finding happiness in loosing something for them.i dont know i never had that special feeling.........cant explain you...its just something from the deepest part of the heart.......

one thing i have learnt is ,in a true relationship not just gf bf m talking about,it can be anything,neither of the two persons have to make any type of extra efforts......the bond b/w them is so strong,no matter how much u abuse or scold each other,at the end of the day both are together....... smoking cigarettes,talking about babes and sometimes future planning also but rarely...lol....:)

i got so many friends in my college......all of them are good human beings........

but the two guys i know are the best buddies i can ever have in my life.........

i can assure you that i can do anything for them.they are my jaans yaar.i cant live without them.

there will be time when each one of us will depart for career,i knw they will always be in touch with me.....

1 to humesha ki tarah roz roz 160 by 2 se gud morning and gud nyt karta rahega.....

aur dusra ek number ka nautanki baaj,usko muje hi call karke samjhana padega ki......."sale ab to recharge karana band kar!!!".....:P

sms guy : he is so predictable.he is the most solved and thoda sa natkhat(bas ek hi chiz download karega.....mat pucho kya).....and caring person.

u can actually rely on  that person and he wont disappoint u.

rechargeable guy: i wont call him seedha sadha type,but ya he never cares ki uska khudka bhi nuksan ho raha hai........but a lovable and enjoyable personality he has got. he is smart and hardworking but thoda zyada hi paropkari type.

ummmm....ladkiyo me......dont knw.....schul me bhi khas koi frnd nahi thi ,abhi bhi i am not in contact with any girl physically(i mean ...dont meet any girl personally).....

but ya there is girl i m trying to understand.....she is a bit complicated but she has got a very interesting personality and ya i have learnt lots of things from that girl...."the fighting spirit" specially.....

hope we meet soon before ur MEETZ marriage,wid u offcors.....lol

wishing the bestest of life to all my school friends and college mates!!!

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO HAVE BEEN AND WILL BE PART OF MY LIFE. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU. 

i am with you!!!!

if u really want 2 save yourself,never get too emotional,

to stop being an emotional fool,never try to fall in love,

never go after someone who doesnt deserve your care for her,

never talk or try to observe her,precisely totally ignore her.

you have been insulted by her hundreds of times,so why are you still sticking with her.

she never calls you back.....neither she replies for  the messages you send....

she tries to run whenever you try to approach her........come on,she dosnt give a shit for the person you are........i know you are the nicest guy any one can ever imagine of.......

you have been nice to her,you always lent your hand of support to her......but what you got today.....she left you for a crap like this,a shit looking competition and went with those a*****es.....

come on man,you know i am always with you.........its not like you dont have friends.....i will always be there for you.

i know you are upset today,but whenever you feel like talking to someone,you can call me......and if u want,i will come for you even at the middle of the night.

you are my best mate and i will always be there for you........this post is for you only mate.......

take care....

our friendship will never end even if  i close my eyes.....

jai shri krishna.....