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i never met her
never saw her
never talked to her but
still misses her
the feeling is very different from
others
i feel for her
kehte hai na pyar me kabhi kaya aur awaz ki koi jagah nahi hoti
its just the bonding of two souls that matters
thats what i feel for her
but d irony is i will never see her in my life
i will have to keep her in my heart
wishing her all the happiness she can have
and bear d pain of not being able to
touch her

she is d fluid of my eyes...

i was changing radio channels

trying to avoid getting rubbed by luggages

then my eyes got fixed on you

the looks of urs simply waxed(froze)  me 

you passed by me 

and sat infront of me

i asked you to keep my bag

then i got the chance to touch ur hand(wow....she was so cold)

you asked me about a location

the way you moved your lips

my o my i felt like dreaming

i wondered if cherry wud have tasted more or.......:P

driver stopped d bus with a jerk

i fell over you

i cud smell you

i felt so hot(thanx 2 bus wala..:P)

the breeze was quite harsh

but proved a blessing for me

as u had to steady your hair

you looked so cute while doing that

you got some dirt in your eyes

u tried to remove it

i cud see the kajra in your eyes

you had such a beautiful pair of eyes

sth strucked  me very hard

i lost everythng

my eyes looked for that girl desperately

then i heard a harsh voice of my mate

asking me to leave the bus

as the stop was here

when i came to senses

i came to know it was just a dream

whatever 

i had a nice fantasy in the journey 

blaming others?????...come on....

elections are around the corner.within a month and a week latter we WE will know  who is gonna be the d owner of 7th RACE COURSE villa for next 5 yrs.

i am very excited cuz m gonna cast vote for the 1st time for lok sabha elections.i will use my vote and make a contribution to choose a leader. i have made my decision and i m here to help u to make a decision.either stay @ home on your couch bitching all  leaders with your wife,who is not at all listening 2 u or go and cast your vote.

i hear people making comments on cabinet ministers,sports persons especially cricket(the god of al sports in india). its easy to pass comments,its even easier to point out the loopholes.....but its very very difficult to make decisions and take steps that are going to affect a billion people that means even if you are not able to fulfill the demands of a mere thousand,they are gonna start marching right in front of ur office or jantar mantar(always jamming d traffic...i hate that...bastards!!!!!...) and let the whole world know;thus defaming the country.....ministers know that very well,but still they manage to get through of this and try 2 convince every1.....

we dont deserve to challenge them,they are doing a far superior job than we expect.i am not ruling out the possibility of improvement,their is always a scope for a change,like obama said.....but this change has to be from within ourselves....

its us who are going to use the right to vote and elect world class leaders that will run the worldz biggest democratic country(saying it is itself making me feel so proud).

so please go and choose d one whom u want to see as your PM and if u cant,stop pretending as if you care about the country cuz you dont,so peace off and sleep tight.

i will go and use my vote.......

ps: i dont know y people choose dumbos like chi chi(he dosnt even know the maening of PIL....how pathetic.....in an interview he said..."i love it when people file PIL for me,frnds close 2 me always do that....."....chi chi u r such an idiot yaar...lol) and veeru(sholay) and make a joke of the constituency and yellowing lok sabha.....thank god baba is denied to run for elections....

now this a joke.......

                                                 "height of joke"

a friend of mine sent me this joke,i tht i shud share it wid u guys.....

a guy after a gr8 time wid his gf.....he sneaked into her purse(bag of mysteries)...

he found a guyz pic and asked his gf...

boy: is he ur ex - guy??

girl: (kissing him) no datz me b4 operation.

taste yourself...

                                   taste  your  own  

                                         blood

                                   the feeling is 

                                          great

m i over-reacting????

y i feel so dejected after being ignored ?????
even though i knew it was going to happen.......!!!!!!!

seeking solace!!!!

i am feeling very low today,feeling like cry with someone.dont know why but today all the things happened to me throughout my life are coming back as a flashback to me,making me numb.

when i look at the things i have so far achieved and myself and try to analyse them ,i find like  i have not been able to fulfill my duties as a son.i feel like ,i have never been able to fulfill their expectations.

i have many friends ,most of them are really nice to me always ready to enjoy , party an all,but everyone needs a break from a social life,i also need a break.

i just want to sit with someone i can trust,i can love,some1 i know will shed tears when i do.

i want that person to support and back me for the things i am gonna do.i want that sm1 to speak to me through eyes not with words cuz right now i am unable to move my tonsil;it gets very difficult to move ur tonsil  when you are very very hurt or eyes are just about to explode.

i am a very emotional kind a guy,always ready to shed tears;until  eyes get dried up but only when i am alone ,i never show my emotions in public.

i keep everything within myself,even if its is hurting me a lot,i never reveal anything to any1.

its really difficult to get things out of me that are bothering me a lot otherwise i am very open.

i really dont know,y i do that.....if any1 asks me,i do want to share things, i really want to pour my heart out,cuz it really pains a lot inside ;hiding things that bother me a lot is really painful.

i think i am afraid of loosing you people,i feel like if i reveal my pain to you,may be you all will leave me and i will be alone forever....that's why i write posts and talk to shri krishna.

but i am fed up of being an asshole and introvert anymore,i want to change myself......i want to share things with others......but dont know who that someone can be.......i m dying to meet that person ,who will understand me and join all the pieces of me altogether.

if i dont meet that sm1 soon,i will surely die.....

i want you to feel me

i want you to talk to me

i want you to soothe me

i want you to share my pain

i want you to give your shoulder to me

i just want to close my eyes and fall asleep on your lap

                                        "i want to cry but cant cry"