the executioner of me......

the moment i hurt u,

i executed me

the moment i made u cry,

i executed my soul

the moment i pained u,

i executed my heart

the moment i agonized u,

i executed my eyes

the moment i bruised u,

i executed my senses

now that u have left me,

i m reduced to half

"because u r my  other half"

if i were a girl.....

"beyonce showed her version of pain  through her song in if i were a boy...

  now let me show the version of boys......"

if i were a girl even just for a day,

i wud take out my money,

and threw out a party,

and go out to have fun with other men,

and chase after the wealth they have,

i wud dumb them when i am done,

i am a beautiful girl,

i know they will come after me like dogs

if i were a girl

i think i could understand,

hw much it hurts to see a girl with other guy,

i wish i cud control my lust

i wouldn't give up on him,

because i know how it feels to be alone,

i would attend when he calls in phone,

because he needs to get hone

i know he needs me to stand by his side

if i were a girl 

i would see his  messages,

i would never reply them back,

and pretend like as if i am not watching him

i would make promises to him,

and give him some hope,

when i loose  interest on him,

i would leave him forever,

and turn his life like a dicer

if i were a girl 

i think i cud understand,

how much the heart pains,

when a relationship is destroyed

i wouldn't give up on him,

because i know how it feels to be alone,

i would attend when he calls in phone,

because he need to get hone

i know he needs me to stand by his side

i know its never too late,

if u want u can come into my life,

i wud take u as my wife,

my heart beats for u only

but you are just a girl,

you will never understand,

ya ....you will never understand,

how much it hurts to loose inspiration

you wud give  up on me,

you wud never feel to love me,

you wud never take my call,

you wud never inspire me,

you wud never stand by my side,

because you are just a girl

you are my inspiration......

when i look in your eyes,

i see them glowing,

when i look in your face,

i feel it shining,

i have become a musician.....because......

u r my inspiration....

i was just a jerk before you came,

now i m a man just because you came,

as i know she would be faithful,

waiting for me to come home,

everything i have is .......because....

u r my inspiration.....

you came into my life,

when i was searching for nothing,

now i have got something to fight for,

as i know she would love me forever,

i have grown up to a man........because...

u r my inspiration.....

i used to  run away from responsibility,

then u extended your hands to me,

and showed your faith on me,

you rolled your fingers on my face  and stopped me from shaking,

i have learnt to commit......because.....

u r my inspiration.....

when i was a messy guy,

i used to roll out of my bed and threw out things everywhere,

you came into my room and put them together,

i could see the sweat coming from your neck,

i swear i would be a better man..........because......

u r my inspiration...

i used to be a brat,

chasing after girls i see,

the search has now ended,as i have got u in my life,

if i had a wish,i wud ask for u to be my wife,

i have learnt to be faithful..........because.....

u r my inspiration.....

i used to be a late comer,

i always made you keep waiting for me,

then i saw that tense face of yours,u were so scared of loosing me,

i never understood how much it hurts,

i promise i wud listen to my heart......because....

u r my inspiration....

this whole work is my imagination......

to rise....

"if the knot of a rope can unleash itself in a storm,

  if a drowned man can awake,

  then a broken man can heal."

the reminiscece.......

the most important thing to have a pure relationship is to trust and remember only one thing.....

"you cannot leave me

 because you need me"

back with a bang......

yes i m back.....

"life teaches you to loose but it also teaches you how not to be a looser".....

so y shud i bother about  a silly friend,.......let him go man.

he is a looser because he lost me.......and he is gonna regret it.

i was polite to him and loyal as well......i did nthng wrong.....

i never lied to him......i was frank and as much honest as i can be....

so i have done nothing wrong.....so its for him 2 regret not me.......

we decide our own courses of actions,not others.....and i will never let anybody 2 play with my life....

you are not authorised to tresspass into my life........yeah its my life.....and i am gonna live it to its extreme limit......oh yeah.......i am back........

so cheers......

"he can be she and him can be her,suit yourself"

my new look......

well i m growing my hair.i always liked to have long hair,so this time i am determined to go with that.dad is not so happy with that,atleast once a day he asks me to get my hair cut.

but somehow i manage to tackle him...."papa thand lagti hai na isliye nahi kaant raha hu..:)...".

but i have to tell you its really getting difficult for me to handle my hair......i wonder how girls manage theirs.....

so i am taking some assistance from my sis.......she advised me to do conditioning........

tell u yaar...."pehle nahao shampoo ke sath ;fir conditioner lagake 5 minute baithe raho...and then again wash hair with almost half the bucket....".....ohhhh god.....kitna jhanjhat hai yaar.........

karna to padega na.......i dont want to get bald before  -------- ,ab samajh jao na yaar.......:P......

so c u guys in few days....abhishek with a choti......lolzzzzzzz.........