gray levels in life....

years have gone by....days looked like minutes....and now here he stands.....going to face the real world...uleashing himself and spreading arms to take whatever comes to him.....

a 5 yr old kid never knows whats its gonna like to be alone,cuz his parents always stand by his side and never left him alone.he never goes to a shopping complex without his mom and doesnt know the taste of a wine,cuz he is not allowed to have.he doesnt know how to take care of himself or his parents.he is living in a world fenced by the power of love of his parents.

but now the time has come.when there will be no fencing,there will be no back support from his family...he will be on his own,he is gonna have to stand in the middle of the arena and play the ball game. there will be no stretcher for him even he gets hurt both emotionally as well as physically.he will have to stand on his own and glue his own pieces.

he will go to work,he will date girls,he will have to study for MBA,he will have to send money back home,even if he knows his family doesnt need money ...its just to show that he will never forget his family's efforts in making him an educated and a dependaple citizen of the society.

he will never be looking at the things that he always used to with ,when he was a kid......

he has now got a different perspective of viewing and analysing the situations.....he have to have a self fish kind a attitude otherwise the people sorrounding him are gonna rip him apart.

he cant even afford to trust his school time mate,cuz its a professional world,people have to fight for survival and he has to survive and win.

there is no second chance ,he has to convert every chance that comes into a productive result and let every1 feel the heat,let them burn from inside and do stupid things that will ultimately benefit him.

no matter how much he hides his emotions,he knows he will always need some one whom he can talk to.....and who can that be???offcors that will be a girl......he will search for girls,he will go on dates and read their minds .but he has to be over cautious.......he cant afford to spend money on them just to hook up with them,so he must restrict and wait for the right girl.she will come,whenever HE calls.

and a day may come when a girl leaves him,that may be the worst day of his life......he will be broken to pieces like glass....it will get difficult for him to make a come back.....but he has to,cuz everything depends on him......he has to  pay back his loan,he has to complete his MBA,he has to keep sending money to his parents,he has to complete projects within the specified deadlines.....he has to change again,he has to recover from that injury and stop any more blood clots from happening.......he will change and he will rise again from his own ashes like a phoenix does and become what he is meant to be......he will use his energy to pursue happiness cuz money never brings peace neither does love....only the efforts and work he does will  drain him off of all his energy,so that he can go home and sleep in PEACE  still having shoes and his lovely tuxedo on.

                                    "skin remains only suits change"

is raat tu na ja!!!!!

pyar ki ye raat hai
ho rahi barsaat hai
kaisa ye tera dar hai
jab mai tere sath hu


kaisi madhosh raat hai
tuje chune ka man hai
kaisi teri ye jidd hai
muje chodke tu na ja


dekhu tuje jate huye
ae hawayo rok le meri jaan ko
bas ye meri khwaish hai
is raat tu na ja


kaise tuje mai samjhau
band jo karu mai ankhon ko
tu hi tu dekhe har jagah hai
is raat tu na ja


char palo ki ye jindagi hai
do pal ki khushi de ja muje
reh na paunga tere bin
is raat tu na ja


dekhu jo teri muskan mai
fulo se behta jal ho jaise
chupa le muje apne seene me
is raat tu na ja

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i never met her
never saw her
never talked to her but
still misses her
the feeling is very different from
others
i feel for her
kehte hai na pyar me kabhi kaya aur awaz ki koi jagah nahi hoti
its just the bonding of two souls that matters
thats what i feel for her
but d irony is i will never see her in my life
i will have to keep her in my heart
wishing her all the happiness she can have
and bear d pain of not being able to
touch her

she is d fluid of my eyes...

i was changing radio channels

trying to avoid getting rubbed by luggages

then my eyes got fixed on you

the looks of urs simply waxed(froze)  me 

you passed by me 

and sat infront of me

i asked you to keep my bag

then i got the chance to touch ur hand(wow....she was so cold)

you asked me about a location

the way you moved your lips

my o my i felt like dreaming

i wondered if cherry wud have tasted more or.......:P

driver stopped d bus with a jerk

i fell over you

i cud smell you

i felt so hot(thanx 2 bus wala..:P)

the breeze was quite harsh

but proved a blessing for me

as u had to steady your hair

you looked so cute while doing that

you got some dirt in your eyes

u tried to remove it

i cud see the kajra in your eyes

you had such a beautiful pair of eyes

sth strucked  me very hard

i lost everythng

my eyes looked for that girl desperately

then i heard a harsh voice of my mate

asking me to leave the bus

as the stop was here

when i came to senses

i came to know it was just a dream

whatever 

i had a nice fantasy in the journey 

blaming others?????...come on....

elections are around the corner.within a month and a week latter we WE will know  who is gonna be the d owner of 7th RACE COURSE villa for next 5 yrs.

i am very excited cuz m gonna cast vote for the 1st time for lok sabha elections.i will use my vote and make a contribution to choose a leader. i have made my decision and i m here to help u to make a decision.either stay @ home on your couch bitching all  leaders with your wife,who is not at all listening 2 u or go and cast your vote.

i hear people making comments on cabinet ministers,sports persons especially cricket(the god of al sports in india). its easy to pass comments,its even easier to point out the loopholes.....but its very very difficult to make decisions and take steps that are going to affect a billion people that means even if you are not able to fulfill the demands of a mere thousand,they are gonna start marching right in front of ur office or jantar mantar(always jamming d traffic...i hate that...bastards!!!!!...) and let the whole world know;thus defaming the country.....ministers know that very well,but still they manage to get through of this and try 2 convince every1.....

we dont deserve to challenge them,they are doing a far superior job than we expect.i am not ruling out the possibility of improvement,their is always a scope for a change,like obama said.....but this change has to be from within ourselves....

its us who are going to use the right to vote and elect world class leaders that will run the worldz biggest democratic country(saying it is itself making me feel so proud).

so please go and choose d one whom u want to see as your PM and if u cant,stop pretending as if you care about the country cuz you dont,so peace off and sleep tight.

i will go and use my vote.......

ps: i dont know y people choose dumbos like chi chi(he dosnt even know the maening of PIL....how pathetic.....in an interview he said..."i love it when people file PIL for me,frnds close 2 me always do that....."....chi chi u r such an idiot yaar...lol) and veeru(sholay) and make a joke of the constituency and yellowing lok sabha.....thank god baba is denied to run for elections....

now this a joke.......

                                                 "height of joke"

a friend of mine sent me this joke,i tht i shud share it wid u guys.....

a guy after a gr8 time wid his gf.....he sneaked into her purse(bag of mysteries)...

he found a guyz pic and asked his gf...

boy: is he ur ex - guy??

girl: (kissing him) no datz me b4 operation.

taste yourself...

                                   taste  your  own  

                                         blood

                                   the feeling is 

                                          great