i saw hell....

yesterday was one of the worst days of my life......i had gone to have some fun in my best mate's birthday but had to return ......."hey sorry buddy....for not being there with you @ the happiest day of your life.....please forgive me".....

it was like a roller coaster ride for me....many ups and downs had occurred in just 4 hours duration....but i managed everything,i gave my best and tried to control the situation......tried to be strong as much as i could and stopped my emotions from kicking me down.....

but i wanna say something......i was really afraid @ that time and i saw hell yesterday.......

god bless everyone