Sunday, January 25, 2009

the executioner of me......



the moment i hurt u,

i executed me


the moment i made u cry,

i executed my soul


the moment i pained u,

i executed my heart


the moment i agonized u,

i executed my eyes


the moment i bruised u,

i executed my senses


now that u have left me,

i m reduced to half


"because u r my  other half"

if i were a girl.....


"beyonce showed her version of pain  through her song in if i were a boy...
  now let me show the version of boys......"


if i were a girl even just for a day,
i wud take out my money,
and threw out a party,
and go out to have fun with other men,

and chase after the wealth they have,
i wud dumb them when i am done,
i am a beautiful girl,
i know they will come after me like dogs


if i were a girl
i think i could understand,
hw much it hurts to see a girl with other guy,
i wish i cud control my lust


i wouldn't give up on him,
because i know how it feels to be alone,
i would attend when he calls in phone,
because he needs to get hone
i know he needs me to stand by his side


if i were a girl 
i would see his  messages,
i would never reply them back,
and pretend like as if i am not watching him

i would make promises to him,
and give him some hope,
when i loose  interest on him,
i would leave him forever,
and turn his life like a dicer

if i were a girl 
i think i cud understand,
how much the heart pains,
when a relationship is destroyed


i wouldn't give up on him,
because i know how it feels to be alone,
i would attend when he calls in phone,
because he need to get hone
i know he needs me to stand by his side


i know its never too late,
if u want u can come into my life,
i wud take u as my wife,
my heart beats for u only

but you are just a girl,
you will never understand,
ya ....you will never understand,
how much it hurts to loose inspiration

you wud give  up on me,
you wud never feel to love me,
you wud never take my call,
you wud never inspire me,
you wud never stand by my side,
because you are just a girl

you are my inspiration......



when i look in your eyes,
i see them glowing,
when i look in your face,
i feel it shining,
i have become a musician.....because......
u r my inspiration....


i was just a jerk before you came,
now i m a man just because you came,
as i know she would be faithful,
waiting for me to come home,
everything i have is .......because....
u r my inspiration.....


you came into my life,
when i was searching for nothing,
now i have got something to fight for,
as i know she would love me forever,
i have grown up to a man........because...
u r my inspiration.....


i used to  run away from responsibility,
then u extended your hands to me,
and showed your faith on me,
you rolled your fingers on my face  and stopped me from shaking,
i have learnt to commit......because.....
u r my inspiration.....


when i was a messy guy,
i used to roll out of my bed and threw out things everywhere,
you came into my room and put them together,
i could see the sweat coming from your neck,
i swear i would be a better man..........because......
u r my inspiration...


i used to be a brat,
chasing after girls i see,
the search has now ended,as i have got u in my life,
if i had a wish,i wud ask for u to be my wife,
i have learnt to be faithful..........because.....
u r my inspiration.....


i used to be a late comer,
i always made you keep waiting for me,
then i saw that tense face of yours,u were so scared of loosing me,
i never understood how much it hurts,
i promise i wud listen to my heart......because....
u r my inspiration....


this whole work is my imagination......