mai humesha chup rahunga...shhhhhhhh!!!!!

this is my 100th post.....i wanted to write sth very special,so i m doing it......

these are the lines from the movie KAL HO NA HO.....when naina knows the plan of aman and rohit in metro station and aman starts reading rohit's book,which is totally blank.......

"naina ...kash mai tumhe bata sakta mai tumhe kitna chahta hu.....1 sec rukkk.....

i love you,i love....i love  you very very much naina......aur likha hai.....

i love you and.......an'....mai aankhen band karta hu to tumhe dekhta hu....aankhen kholta hu to tumhe dekhna chahta hu,tum pass nahi hoti ho to tumhe charo taraf mehsoos karta hu....har pal...har ghari...har waqt...

mere naina meri naina ko dhundhti hai.... 

 ise pyar kaho pagalpan yaaa....mere dil ki dhadkan... mere liye ek hi baat hai......pyar to bahut log karte hai lekin mere jaisa pyar koi nahi kar sakta ,kyunki kisi ke pass tum jo nahi ho.....

mai tumhe bhul nahi sakta naina....mai tumhe bhulna hi nahi chahta.....tum meri ho.....

mai tumhe pyar karunga ...zindagi bhar pyar karunga.....marte dum tak pyar karunga....aur aur...uske baad bhi....  thats' it"

"behet behet pyar karta hu mai usse

 dil ki....di' ki har ek nas se,

mere har nas me ek dil basa hai,

jo sirf aur sirf use chahta hai,

uski khushiyo ki dua mangta hai

jab bhi use dekhta hu,

pure badan ki dhadkane tez ho jati hai,

aisa lagta hai ...jaise...jai'...usne apne dono hatho se muje jakad liya ho,

muje chuh kar to dekho,

har jagah har us rom me sirf tera naam likha hai,teri hasi chupi hai,tere badan ki khushboo basi hai

par mai usse pyar nahi kar sakta,

kyu karu mai usse pyar...jab mai janta hu uski khushi koi aur hai,

fir bhi ek dil ko samjhaya ja sakta hai....maar sakta hu us ek dil ko,

par mujme to hajaro dil hai,

kaise samjhau in dilo ko,

ek khwaish hai tumse....pyar to tumse pa na saka,maut hi mujko de ja  tu.....maut hi mujko de ja  tu....."

khushiyo ko wo le gaya......

kaisa ye pyar ka rang hai,

jo tu mujpe chada gaya,

kaisa ye bechedne ka dard hai,

jo tu mujko de gaya

dil to wohi tha jisne mujko pyar diya

fir kaise wo mujko akela chod gaya

ab....

hatho ke chale dil me ubhar aye hai

aansuyo ke dhar me aankhon ki roshni beh gaye hai

soni soni akhiyo ko tu baha gaya

par is bhare dil ko tu soona kar gaya

sath sath ek kinare pe chalte chalte

kaise tu kinara badal gaya

pyar ka gunah mai tujse kar gaya

jaan na paya aisa kya gunah kiya

jo tu muje akela chod gaya

kyu tu muje tanha chod gaya

apne hatheli pe tere hath ko dhundta rahu

apne kandhe pe tere sar ko mehsoos na kar pau

tere badan ki khushbuu ab mujko nahi aati hai

hawa me behta  pallu ab nahi mujko chuta hai

tere is dil se mera dil tha har gaya

teri dhadkan mere dil ki dhadkan tha ban gaya

mere pyar ki aag ko tera kaleja bhuja gaya

yaad teri aa rahi hai

kaise ab tujo bhulau re .....

kaise tujse kiya pyar bhulau re....

ishq ki dariya.....

mai wo hawa hu jisme tum saans leti ho

mai wo dariya hu jisme bhigta hai tera daman

humse tum khafa reh paogi kaise

humse dur reh paogi kaise

mai wo bindiya hu jise tum mathe pe lagati ho

mai wo parchayi hu jo tumhare sath chalta hai

khud se mujko alag kar paogi kaise

humko tum bhul paogi kaise

mai wo roshni hu jo tumhari aankhon me basta hai

mai wo khushbu hu jo tumhari saanso me rehta hai

mere bina ji paogi kaise

apne saanso ko rok paogi kaise

mai wo hasi hu jo tumhare hotho ko chuta hai

mai wo latte hu jo sehlata hai tumhare galo ko

humse aankhen chura paogi kaise

kyunki un aankhon me samaya kajal hu mai

o sajanji.....

kaise tuje mai samjhau

kitna mai chahu tumhe

milney to aao na

o sajni pass aao na

ek baar mere dil se  milke  dekho na

kabhi to ha kehke dekho na

y u always have to say no

although i can see ME in ur eyes

y do u have to hide your face

as if u are hiding ur emotions

kaise tuje mai samjhau

kitna mai chahu tumhe

mere dil se puchke dekho na

dhadkan ki dhun sunke to dekho na 

jara to pass aao na

mere karib to aao na

what are u scared of

are u scared of ur parents

or ME

what stops u from accepting me

tere bin rahe to kaise rahe

tere bin jiye  to kaise jiye

kare to ab kya kare

kuch to mujko batao na

meri aankhon me jara jhanko na

ho sake to ha kah do na

dard maine jo tumko diye!!!!!!!!!

soni soni se zindagi thi meri

dhundhta tha kab wo ayegi

fir wo jo muje mili ek rah par

uske aanchal ki chao mujko chu gayi

wo kehti rahi dil me basta hoon main uske,

aitbaar na kiya maine uske batoon pe,

jhagarta raha jab bhi wo milne aati,

kaanto bhare pyar me wo roti rahi

dhyan na diya maine,

jab wo kehti rahi "hum chale jayenge",

kash mai khudko sambhal paata,

kash mai uske gum ko samajh paata

apne hatho se khushiyo ka gala maine ghot diya,

apne dil ke sukun ko bechen mai kar gaya,

wo achanak hai muje chod gaya,

in soni aankhon me aansu hai wo de gaya,

kitne aas usne mujse lagaye honge,

kitna pyar usne mujse kiya hoga,

jisne roshan ki meri zindagi,

uski aankhon ko dard mai de gaya

mere jaisa koi uski zindagi me na aaye,

uske hisse ke sare aansu mujko miley,

pyar me kisi ka bas to nahi,

par jisse bhi use pyar ho wo mai na hoo

is raat tu na ja!!!!!

pyar ki ye raat hai
ho rahi barsaat hai
kaisa ye tera dar hai
jab mai tere sath hu


kaisi madhosh raat hai
tuje chune ka man hai
kaisi teri ye jidd hai
muje chodke tu na ja


dekhu tuje jate huye
ae hawayo rok le meri jaan ko
bas ye meri khwaish hai
is raat tu na ja


kaise tuje mai samjhau
band jo karu mai ankhon ko
tu hi tu dekhe har jagah hai
is raat tu na ja


char palo ki ye jindagi hai
do pal ki khushi de ja muje
reh na paunga tere bin
is raat tu na ja


dekhu jo teri muskan mai
fulo se behta jal ho jaise
chupa le muje apne seene me
is raat tu na ja

kam kam si hai...

ruk si gayi hai dil ki dhadkane

tham gaya ho waqt jaise

kam ho gayi hai ye pyar ki lau

jaise dhal rahi ho suraj ki roshni

ruk si gayi hai ye hawayee

tham gaya ho tumhari balo ka lehrana jaise

gumsum se hai ye panchiya

ruth gaya ho ye duniya jaise

bikhar gaya hu teri yaad me

samunder ki ret jaise

mar rahi hai dil ki khwaishey

patjhar ke patto jaise

kah na pau....

jab  ankhon se behte ye  ansu hai,

dhundhla sa lagey ye jaha hai,

kaisi ye kashmakash hai,

chahkar bhi na khoj pau tu kaha hai

chal raha hu dil me bojh liye,

kah na paya kitne julm hai tune kiye,

fir bhi dil ye mera kehta hai,

tu wo sukun hai jo mere dil me rehta hai

teri yadoon me jal raha hu,

dede mujko thoda sukun,

pyar jo muje de na saka tu,

maut hi ab mujko deja tu

gamo se bhare mausam.......

                                               "kitni dhundhli hai meri ye jindagi"

kaisi hai ye meri jindagi,

kaisi hai ye sajish,

gam ko hai mujse itni dosti,

ansuyo ko hai mujse aisa pyar

gamo ke taufe mujko mile,

tadapte huye pal mujko mile,

jeke fir karna kya mujko aisi jindagi,

chahkar bhi kuch kar na pau,aisi hai meri bebasi

kya khata mujse ho gayi,

khushi chahkar bhi mujse na mil payi,

kaisi kashmakash hai ye jindagi,

kabhi to ayegi khushi

dekhu darwaje ko har pal,

sochu ,tu ayega fir kabhi,

bhar dega wo jakhmo ko sabhi,

is vhram me jee raha hu  abhi

dil karta hai muskurane ko,

thak gaya hu jeete huye aise lamho ko,

bas itni si hai meri khwaish,

chand lamho ke waaste hi sahi,

kat jaye teri baho me meri jindagi

jab wo pal yaad ate hai........

hare huye hai mere zakham,

yaad mujko aa gaye fir wo gum,

chaha tha jisko khud se bhi jyada,

chod gaya hai mujko kahi

kaisi kashmakash hai ye meri,

usne hum se ki na kabhi dosti,

fir bhi pal rahi hai ek aas,

wo kabhi to ayega mere pass

jab wo gujre lamhe yaad ate hai,

hasi ke sang aansu bhi de jate hai,

kaise wo pal the jo kat gaye itni jaldi,

kaise ye pal hai jo kaante nahi katte

tere baatoon ko sunna mera,

tere narajgi bhi par hasna mera,

tere gusse me pyar ka jhalakna tera,

tere dukh me tadapna mera,

kaise tuje ye ehsaas dilau,

kitne yaad ate hai wo pal

ye hai meri tamanna......

har pal aapki hotho pe muskan rahe,

har gum aapse dur rahe,

apko mile jo khushi humse dur rehkar,

wo khushi aapka daman kabhi na chode

maine diye hai tumhe itne gum,

maula bhi na kar paye jinko kam,

fir tum to ek insaan ho,

jaha bhi raho khush raho

badi muddat se chaha tha tuje,

ye nahi kahunga ke maine paya tha tuje,

par ye jarur kahunga,

jaha bhi tu rahe yaadein humari ayengi tuje

teri baaton me pyar dhudhta tha,

teri muskurahat me khushi dhundhta tha,

naadan hu ke ye bhi na samajh paya,

patthar  ke dil me jazbatoon ki kimat dhundhta tha

"dont worry guys m not in love ..... :)

 btw this is my 1st attempt in hindi "