from a sister to her brother....!!!!

 A Brother Just Like You

I just want to let you know 

You mean the world to me 

Only a heart as dear as yours 

Would give so unselfishly 

The many things you've done 

All the times that you were there 

Help me know deep down inside 

How much you really care 

Even though I might not say 

I appreciate all you do 

Richly blessed is how I feel 

Having a brother just like you

isnt it a beautiful poem....i loved it....!!!

she wrote that for me.....thanx hunny...all blessings be with u....

ishq ki dariya.....

mai wo hawa hu jisme tum saans leti ho

mai wo dariya hu jisme bhigta hai tera daman

humse tum khafa reh paogi kaise

humse dur reh paogi kaise

mai wo bindiya hu jise tum mathe pe lagati ho

mai wo parchayi hu jo tumhare sath chalta hai

khud se mujko alag kar paogi kaise

humko tum bhul paogi kaise

mai wo roshni hu jo tumhari aankhon me basta hai

mai wo khushbu hu jo tumhari saanso me rehta hai

mere bina ji paogi kaise

apne saanso ko rok paogi kaise

mai wo hasi hu jo tumhare hotho ko chuta hai

mai wo latte hu jo sehlata hai tumhare galo ko

humse aankhen chura paogi kaise

kyunki un aankhon me samaya kajal hu mai

o sajanji.....

kaise tuje mai samjhau

kitna mai chahu tumhe

milney to aao na

o sajni pass aao na

ek baar mere dil se  milke  dekho na

kabhi to ha kehke dekho na

y u always have to say no

although i can see ME in ur eyes

y do u have to hide your face

as if u are hiding ur emotions

kaise tuje mai samjhau

kitna mai chahu tumhe

mere dil se puchke dekho na

dhadkan ki dhun sunke to dekho na 

jara to pass aao na

mere karib to aao na

what are u scared of

are u scared of ur parents

or ME

what stops u from accepting me

tere bin rahe to kaise rahe

tere bin jiye  to kaise jiye

kare to ab kya kare

kuch to mujko batao na

meri aankhon me jara jhanko na

ho sake to ha kah do na

dard maine jo tumko diye!!!!!!!!!

soni soni se zindagi thi meri

dhundhta tha kab wo ayegi

fir wo jo muje mili ek rah par

uske aanchal ki chao mujko chu gayi

wo kehti rahi dil me basta hoon main uske,

aitbaar na kiya maine uske batoon pe,

jhagarta raha jab bhi wo milne aati,

kaanto bhare pyar me wo roti rahi

dhyan na diya maine,

jab wo kehti rahi "hum chale jayenge",

kash mai khudko sambhal paata,

kash mai uske gum ko samajh paata

apne hatho se khushiyo ka gala maine ghot diya,

apne dil ke sukun ko bechen mai kar gaya,

wo achanak hai muje chod gaya,

in soni aankhon me aansu hai wo de gaya,

kitne aas usne mujse lagaye honge,

kitna pyar usne mujse kiya hoga,

jisne roshan ki meri zindagi,

uski aankhon ko dard mai de gaya

mere jaisa koi uski zindagi me na aaye,

uske hisse ke sare aansu mujko miley,

pyar me kisi ka bas to nahi,

par jisse bhi use pyar ho wo mai na hoo

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i never met her
never saw her
never talked to her but
still misses her
the feeling is very different from
others
i feel for her
kehte hai na pyar me kabhi kaya aur awaz ki koi jagah nahi hoti
its just the bonding of two souls that matters
thats what i feel for her
but d irony is i will never see her in my life
i will have to keep her in my heart
wishing her all the happiness she can have
and bear d pain of not being able to
touch her

she is d fluid of my eyes...

i was changing radio channels

trying to avoid getting rubbed by luggages

then my eyes got fixed on you

the looks of urs simply waxed(froze)  me 

you passed by me 

and sat infront of me

i asked you to keep my bag

then i got the chance to touch ur hand(wow....she was so cold)

you asked me about a location

the way you moved your lips

my o my i felt like dreaming

i wondered if cherry wud have tasted more or.......:P

driver stopped d bus with a jerk

i fell over you

i cud smell you

i felt so hot(thanx 2 bus wala..:P)

the breeze was quite harsh

but proved a blessing for me

as u had to steady your hair

you looked so cute while doing that

you got some dirt in your eyes

u tried to remove it

i cud see the kajra in your eyes

you had such a beautiful pair of eyes

sth strucked  me very hard

i lost everythng

my eyes looked for that girl desperately

then i heard a harsh voice of my mate

asking me to leave the bus

as the stop was here

when i came to senses

i came to know it was just a dream

whatever 

i had a nice fantasy in the journey 

dont matter!!!!!

it doesnt matter if you are a president,

the only thing that matters is how you rule and lead your people

it doesnt matter if you are a spiritual guru,

the only thing that matters is how you spread peace and harmony

it doesnt matter how famous mozart you are,

the only thing that matters is how your music cheers people

it doesnt matter if you are a lover,

the only thing that matters is how you respect her love for you

it doesnt matter who you are inside,

the only thing that matters is what you do,what your actions are

ps: dont blame me.......when i get very desperate to write a post,i write such bakwas things......

you are so beautiful....

i am standing right in front of you

wondering if you look at me

i dont know how to start 

but i really want to talk to you

every time i try to approach you

my heart starts pounding

what if you get scared?

what if you raise your eyes and stop me from approaching?

i cant stop looking at you

your eyes are so watery

gleaming like moonlight

i wish i can see the reflection of mine on them

i know you have noticed me 

i can see your chest beating so fast

i want you to look at me

cuz the same thing is happening to me

your presence is making me weaker 

i just want to hold you in my hands

but i dont know where to start

cuz every part of you is so beautiful

going nowhere....

i liked you since 11th grade

but didnt know if it was really love

i wished if we can meet again

but we lost contact

i met you in college 

but got no jobs to impress you

i got d job 

but  u fell in love with  another guy

i tried to be a gud friend of you 

but  felt the pain of loosing you

i heard u broke up 

but dont know why i felt so suffocated

i rejected your offer of being my best friend 

but still hoped if you ask again(i wished if u can make up with that guy)

i could hear your heart beat

but didnt know if it was for me

i tried millions of times to show my feelings 

but didnt know what stopped me from doing so

finally i proposed you

but u said NO

i knew the answer

but why i felt so bad??

i never loved you

but i felt like the whole world stood still

what the hell has happened to me??

i never felt like that before

i never felt so possessive for anyone

why i want her to say YES  for me

no no no.....its really terrible

i should not take advantage of her

she is a good friend of mine

i must stop...ya i must restrict myself....

she doesnt deserve me...she deserves more than that....

ps: i cant stop writing....cuz i love blogging just as much i love myself ....

i am trying.....

i  dont know what i am trying,

but loosing you has left me ailing,

when you are close to me,

love is so beautiful to me,

when i feel the reality,

i suffer the agony

i dont know what i am trying,

but the glow of your smile is dimming,

when you are crawling over me,

i can see you making love to me,

when i open my eyes all over,

i loose you forever

i dont know what i am trying,

but the shadow of urs is leaving,

when i touch her lips,

i love the way she flips,

when i see my fingers pointless

i cant explain how much i feel helpless

i dont know what i am trying,

the memories of urs has left me dying,

may be i have lost my mind,

i just wanna hold you,

just want you to be here tonight,

i know i will never see you again,

i wish i can sleep forever,

cuz you have taken my breathe away

is that what we call love...???

i never begged u 2 luv me,

i never will,

but i want to keep dat glow in my heart,

i want 2 experience d smell of ur shampoo,

i wanna c u d way u find ur place on my shoulders,

i wanna smile wen u say hi 2 me,

i wanna c u d way u eat,

i wanna use my thumb 2 take d extra part of a noodle 4m ur lips

i love d way u smile,

bcz its precious 2 me,

i love d way u dress even if it takes u so many hrs,but its worth,

i want u 2 slap me,so dat i can feel d warmth of ur soul

i apologise if i ever hurt u,

i want u 2 hurt me,bcz i knw afterwards u will give me a kiss,

i can do anythng 4 ur smile,

i love d way wen u say"i miss u"

but wen i see tears in ur eyes,

i wish i can change dat bloody world 4 u only.

i have only 1 request 4 u,

plz never ask me 2 stop loving u,

even if i cherish dat hope in my heart,

it will hurt me not u.

the executioner of me......

the moment i hurt u,

i executed me

the moment i made u cry,

i executed my soul

the moment i pained u,

i executed my heart

the moment i agonized u,

i executed my eyes

the moment i bruised u,

i executed my senses

now that u have left me,

i m reduced to half

"because u r my  other half"

you are my inspiration......

when i look in your eyes,

i see them glowing,

when i look in your face,

i feel it shining,

i have become a musician.....because......

u r my inspiration....

i was just a jerk before you came,

now i m a man just because you came,

as i know she would be faithful,

waiting for me to come home,

everything i have is .......because....

u r my inspiration.....

you came into my life,

when i was searching for nothing,

now i have got something to fight for,

as i know she would love me forever,

i have grown up to a man........because...

u r my inspiration.....

i used to  run away from responsibility,

then u extended your hands to me,

and showed your faith on me,

you rolled your fingers on my face  and stopped me from shaking,

i have learnt to commit......because.....

u r my inspiration.....

when i was a messy guy,

i used to roll out of my bed and threw out things everywhere,

you came into my room and put them together,

i could see the sweat coming from your neck,

i swear i would be a better man..........because......

u r my inspiration...

i used to be a brat,

chasing after girls i see,

the search has now ended,as i have got u in my life,

if i had a wish,i wud ask for u to be my wife,

i have learnt to be faithful..........because.....

u r my inspiration.....

i used to be a late comer,

i always made you keep waiting for me,

then i saw that tense face of yours,u were so scared of loosing me,

i never understood how much it hurts,

i promise i wud listen to my heart......because....

u r my inspiration....

this whole work is my imagination......

Make a wish......

i am a wish master,

so make a wish!

pick up your pen and write to me whatever u wish,

will you be  a little genius and stop being a dumbish,

think whatever u wanna have,

and release your thoughts to salve,

i am a wish master,

so make a wish

open your eyes , do whatever you want,

and stop listening to your bitch aunt,

what you have to be afraid of her ??

its time to give her your hisser,

i am a wish master,

so make a wish

i know u see that girl in your dream,

her presence makes your heart scream,

so before it gets too late and u loose your princess,

grab the girl and give her a kiss,

i am a wish master,

so make a wish

i know you wanna apologize for the sins you have done,

and you dont have the guts to make it happen,

who gives a damn of what others will think,

you will feel  like the way a drinker does after a drink,

i am a wish master,

so make a wish

i know you dont like your brother,

he always stands between you and your girl like a blocker,

may be he is jealous of you,seeing her around makes him blue,

just call her sister,latter there will be no issue,

i am a wish master,

so make a wish

i know that you wanna be a rich guy,

but you are just another dull pie,

start hitting on your boss,

to have a nice doss,

i am a wish master,

so make a wish

i know you love shop lifting,

but you are afraid of screweing,

wear that big jacket of yours,

and lift whatever you loves,

i am a wish master,

so make a wish

i know you like that dress,

you dont have the money,i guess,

take a knife inside,

and give the legs a nice divide,

i am a wish master,

so make a wish

i know you are a penny-pincher,

and your girl is a nice money guzzler,

never bring your purse,

and let her face the same curse,

i am a wish master,

so make a wish

you are far better....

if u have parents to be taken care by,

u r better than those,

who live in orphan centres

if u have money to buy food,

u r better than those,

who live on our bits and pieces from garbages

if u have sm1 to love for,

u r better than those,

who spend there nights fighting nightmares

if u have clothes to wear,

u r better than those,

who spend freezing nights in underwears

if u can buy books 2 read ,

u r better than those,

who waste their childhood in producing those books 

if u have a house to live for,

u r better than those,

who spend there nights with sky as there roof

if u have money to live in big cities,

u r better than those,

who loose their loved ones just because of lack of meds

if u have boys as ur kids,

u r better than those,

who loose their daughters in dowry deaths

if u r a boy,

u r better than those girls,

who are raped and tortured brutally just for lust

if u r not in love,

u r far better than those,

who are waited and tested off their patience

BELIEVE......

i dont believe in heaven,

i believe in hell,

i dont believe in live,

i believe in dead,

i dont believe being human,

i believe being insane,

i dont believe in trust,

i believe in lie,

i dont believe in pictures,

i believe in words,

i dont believe in smile,

i believe in sorrow

i dont believe in grave,

i believe in ashes

i dont believe in sun,

i believe in heat,

i dont believe in rain,

i believe in water,

i dont believe in flowers,

i believe in thorns,

i dont believe in healing,

i believe in pain,

i dont believe in guts,

i believe in fear,

i dont believe in doctor,

i believe his signature,

i dont believe in GOD,

i believe in HIS supremacy,

i dont believe in cause,

i believe in  sense

i dont believe in dream,

i believe in wish,

i dont believe in mother,

i believe she is angel

i dont believe in love,

i believe in eternity

i dont believe in  charity,

i believe in survival

i dont believe in friends,

i believe in peace

i dont believe in teacher,

i believe in knowledge

i dont believe in family,

i believe in strength

i dont believe in  job,

i believe in money

i dont believe in education,

i believe in formality

i dont believe in martyrs,

i believe in homicide

i dont believe me,

i believe in YOU

all i can say is...i miss you....

wherever u are, i want u 2 think of me,

i miss the time, we used to be clingy,

y dont u talk to me ?

i need u 2 be my crony

u said u have lost someone,

u dont have time for anyone,

missing u has left me broken,

i feel like i m threaten

is there sm1 one in ur life ?

i am feeling so much strife,

does he make u laugh more then i do ?

i wish i can make it undo

i wish i can meet you,

just to show you my view,

i wanna know who makes you woo,

i wish that's not true

baby u say u are so busy,

that makes me feel so achy,

baby u say u cant come,

that  makes  my heart so numb

may be one day we can meet face to face,

please allow your heart to make some space,

my love for u is so grace,

i wish we both can enlace

"DEDICATED TO ALL...WHOM I MISS A LOT....."

mama i love u

mama u r d most amazing thing ever happened 2 me,

no matter what  u have always been there 4 me,

you are like a walking miracle,

the hardwork you do,so unselfishly,

makes me grateful to you

the way you take care of me when i m sick,

the way you put your hand on my forehead,

the way you say "i trust you",

the way you  you always forgive me,

the way take responsibility of all my wrong doings,

the way you give me strength when i fall,

the way you pray 4 me ,

the way prepare my lunch,

the way you clean my clothes,

the way you try to hide your emotions blissfully,so that i do not falter,

i gaze in wonder,

how can any one be so pure of heart

when i put my head on your lap,

i feel so calm,peace,refresh in energy,protected,safe,

i can feel like as i am sorrounded by some white energy,

thats possible because you are nothing but RAB in human form

nobody loves me like you mama,

no matter what i do,

good or bad,happy or sad,

you always give me strength,

to face the world,

so that i never falter

i can see you hiding those tears,

when i get hurt,

i wish i can give you the life of queen,

give you all the comfort

the sacrifices and the hardwork you do,

will never go down the drain,

i will never let u down mama,

because i love you,respect you,pray you,

above all,i love you,

you are the greatest mother of all.

"kyunki tujme rab dekhta hai"

EYES

eyes,wat can i say.....

dey r d most amazing thng god has ever made,

dey can talk,

day can feel,

dey can soothe,

dey can inspire,

dey can miss,

dey can love,

dey can hate,

dey can give pain,

but 4 me dey are  like  constellations nd i wanna explore every other part of them.

blank eyes are emotionless,

as if dey hav been drained of the water(trust),

but wen dey are open,i can see myself on dem,

i feel like m touching every part of ur iris(body),

i feel like i can feel d warmth of your conea(smell).

wen dey blink,

i  can feel ur heart beat,

bcz m very close 2 u,

wen u close ur eyes,

i can say dat u r ready 2 take me on urself

the black spot is like a bindiya on ur forehead,

dat i wanna kiss,

those eye brows are like giving shelter 2 d most precious part of u,

those tissues are like the threads of ur saree swirling all around,

in the wind of my love.

the tears dey shed are like water falling 4m a glacier,

i wish i can drink dem 2 soothe my thirst,

i want those eyes 2 see me and only me,

if i get dat chance,

i will feel like i hav had my lyf.