mai humesha chup rahunga...shhhhhhhh!!!!!

this is my 100th post.....i wanted to write sth very special,so i m doing it......

these are the lines from the movie KAL HO NA HO.....when naina knows the plan of aman and rohit in metro station and aman starts reading rohit's book,which is totally blank.......

"naina ...kash mai tumhe bata sakta mai tumhe kitna chahta hu.....1 sec rukkk.....

i love you,i love....i love  you very very much naina......aur likha hai.....

i love you and.......an'....mai aankhen band karta hu to tumhe dekhta hu....aankhen kholta hu to tumhe dekhna chahta hu,tum pass nahi hoti ho to tumhe charo taraf mehsoos karta hu....har pal...har ghari...har waqt...

mere naina meri naina ko dhundhti hai.... 

 ise pyar kaho pagalpan yaaa....mere dil ki dhadkan... mere liye ek hi baat hai......pyar to bahut log karte hai lekin mere jaisa pyar koi nahi kar sakta ,kyunki kisi ke pass tum jo nahi ho.....

mai tumhe bhul nahi sakta naina....mai tumhe bhulna hi nahi chahta.....tum meri ho.....

mai tumhe pyar karunga ...zindagi bhar pyar karunga.....marte dum tak pyar karunga....aur aur...uske baad bhi....  thats' it"

"behet behet pyar karta hu mai usse

 dil ki....di' ki har ek nas se,

mere har nas me ek dil basa hai,

jo sirf aur sirf use chahta hai,

uski khushiyo ki dua mangta hai

jab bhi use dekhta hu,

pure badan ki dhadkane tez ho jati hai,

aisa lagta hai ...jaise...jai'...usne apne dono hatho se muje jakad liya ho,

muje chuh kar to dekho,

har jagah har us rom me sirf tera naam likha hai,teri hasi chupi hai,tere badan ki khushboo basi hai

par mai usse pyar nahi kar sakta,

kyu karu mai usse pyar...jab mai janta hu uski khushi koi aur hai,

fir bhi ek dil ko samjhaya ja sakta hai....maar sakta hu us ek dil ko,

par mujme to hajaro dil hai,

kaise samjhau in dilo ko,

ek khwaish hai tumse....pyar to tumse pa na saka,maut hi mujko de ja  tu.....maut hi mujko de ja  tu....."

cant lie dat i dont miss you......

glass is broken....

but 

the pieces still make me 

remember you...!!!!!

khushiyo ko wo le gaya......

kaisa ye pyar ka rang hai,

jo tu mujpe chada gaya,

kaisa ye bechedne ka dard hai,

jo tu mujko de gaya

dil to wohi tha jisne mujko pyar diya

fir kaise wo mujko akela chod gaya

ab....

hatho ke chale dil me ubhar aye hai

aansuyo ke dhar me aankhon ki roshni beh gaye hai

soni soni akhiyo ko tu baha gaya

par is bhare dil ko tu soona kar gaya

sath sath ek kinare pe chalte chalte

kaise tu kinara badal gaya

pyar ka gunah mai tujse kar gaya

jaan na paya aisa kya gunah kiya

jo tu muje akela chod gaya

kyu tu muje tanha chod gaya

apne hatheli pe tere hath ko dhundta rahu

apne kandhe pe tere sar ko mehsoos na kar pau

tere badan ki khushbuu ab mujko nahi aati hai

hawa me behta  pallu ab nahi mujko chuta hai

tere is dil se mera dil tha har gaya

teri dhadkan mere dil ki dhadkan tha ban gaya

mere pyar ki aag ko tera kaleja bhuja gaya

yaad teri aa rahi hai

kaise ab tujo bhulau re .....

kaise tujse kiya pyar bhulau re....

ishq ki dariya.....

mai wo hawa hu jisme tum saans leti ho

mai wo dariya hu jisme bhigta hai tera daman

humse tum khafa reh paogi kaise

humse dur reh paogi kaise

mai wo bindiya hu jise tum mathe pe lagati ho

mai wo parchayi hu jo tumhare sath chalta hai

khud se mujko alag kar paogi kaise

humko tum bhul paogi kaise

mai wo roshni hu jo tumhari aankhon me basta hai

mai wo khushbu hu jo tumhari saanso me rehta hai

mere bina ji paogi kaise

apne saanso ko rok paogi kaise

mai wo hasi hu jo tumhare hotho ko chuta hai

mai wo latte hu jo sehlata hai tumhare galo ko

humse aankhen chura paogi kaise

kyunki un aankhon me samaya kajal hu mai

words are missing!!!

i want to write sth ,but dont how to start.......my words have gone draught.......

when i started writing, i really loved it.......i used to figure out atleast 2 topics everyday.....

but 2day i m thirsty of words,topics.......dont knw y its so.......

may be the inspiration is gone......ya i saw an inspiration in sm1......her words really inspired me,wow what a human being. she was so gud in playing with words,never saw dat before.

i started liking her personality and it was then i decided to portray her in my own words.

i guess i was late,i never understood her and realised my fault after she left.

i kept writing even after she left to keep d memories of a  wud have been a gud friendship.......

d  strangest part i felt was that dose memories had  never hurt me.

i actually enjoyed remembering dem :).........so i kept writing to keep dem alive....:)

people say d memories of sm1 who leaves always hurt.....but i guess its not like dat.....

i wud rather say if any1 says so,u  have never respected dat person ,u have never cherished d moments u spent wid him,u havnt let him unlock d locks of urs and never tried  to untie him........

u shud have revealed urself and instead of blaming him/her try 2 improve urself and let a fruitful relationship to happen.

guys generally suffer from sense of insecurity,dey find it  too hard to believe their partners....ultimately resulting into grudges and fights b/w d two.....

finally wen  either of dem starts feeling suffocating,everythng ends and she leaves you in d middle of nowhere......

ya guys commit mistakes but d most depressing part is girl never replies,she never says goodbye and leaves widout saying a word,as if she is some kind a ghost.........

u knw how it feels....d feeling kills u every sec,torns u apart into pieces........

you keep on searching d reason of y she left,

you try 2 recall  everythng u said was wrong,

it feels like you are d biggest fault commiter of all,

d whole blame is on u........

u keep on msging her wid no replies....!!!!!!

and finally she comes and says "srry we cant talk and meet any more".......

mana ke humne khata ki hai

par aisi bhi kya baat thi

jo humse wafa tum na kar paye

mana ke humne dil dukhaya hai

par aisi bhi kya galti ki thi

jiski maafi na de paye

mana ke humne lehje se baat nahi ki

par aisi bhi kya berukhi 

jo galti ki saja bhi na suna paye tum

dard maine jo tumko diye!!!!!!!!!

soni soni se zindagi thi meri

dhundhta tha kab wo ayegi

fir wo jo muje mili ek rah par

uske aanchal ki chao mujko chu gayi

wo kehti rahi dil me basta hoon main uske,

aitbaar na kiya maine uske batoon pe,

jhagarta raha jab bhi wo milne aati,

kaanto bhare pyar me wo roti rahi

dhyan na diya maine,

jab wo kehti rahi "hum chale jayenge",

kash mai khudko sambhal paata,

kash mai uske gum ko samajh paata

apne hatho se khushiyo ka gala maine ghot diya,

apne dil ke sukun ko bechen mai kar gaya,

wo achanak hai muje chod gaya,

in soni aankhon me aansu hai wo de gaya,

kitne aas usne mujse lagaye honge,

kitna pyar usne mujse kiya hoga,

jisne roshan ki meri zindagi,

uski aankhon ko dard mai de gaya

mere jaisa koi uski zindagi me na aaye,

uske hisse ke sare aansu mujko miley,

pyar me kisi ka bas to nahi,

par jisse bhi use pyar ho wo mai na hoo

is raat tu na ja!!!!!

pyar ki ye raat hai
ho rahi barsaat hai
kaisa ye tera dar hai
jab mai tere sath hu


kaisi madhosh raat hai
tuje chune ka man hai
kaisi teri ye jidd hai
muje chodke tu na ja


dekhu tuje jate huye
ae hawayo rok le meri jaan ko
bas ye meri khwaish hai
is raat tu na ja


kaise tuje mai samjhau
band jo karu mai ankhon ko
tu hi tu dekhe har jagah hai
is raat tu na ja


char palo ki ye jindagi hai
do pal ki khushi de ja muje
reh na paunga tere bin
is raat tu na ja


dekhu jo teri muskan mai
fulo se behta jal ho jaise
chupa le muje apne seene me
is raat tu na ja

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i never met her
never saw her
never talked to her but
still misses her
the feeling is very different from
others
i feel for her
kehte hai na pyar me kabhi kaya aur awaz ki koi jagah nahi hoti
its just the bonding of two souls that matters
thats what i feel for her
but d irony is i will never see her in my life
i will have to keep her in my heart
wishing her all the happiness she can have
and bear d pain of not being able to
touch her

she wants to be with me...i wanna go wild dis tym...!!!

hey girl! i know u r staring at me,

i know u wanna roll with me,

seeing me is driving  u crazy,

may be the looks of mine is very sexy

hey girl!i knw u wanna have some fun,

i know u wanna lick my cheek like melon,

i can see d way u roll ur tongue over d lips,

i knw u r watchng my B

hey girl! there may be a reason thats stopping you

but nothing can ever come between us

so keep yourself burning

cuz i  need that fire while you make love with me

hey girl! i can feel there is sth going inside you

may be d sight of me is simply making you to loose ur big O

so stop pretending of ignoring me

just show  some signs of allowing me to hold you over me

hey girl! there is a notion in me that tells me

that every part of ur body is tingling 

i can assure you a swift lift

just you have to show your belief in me 

just  release yourself on me