to rise....

"if the knot of a rope can unleash itself in a storm,

  if a drowned man can awake,

  then a broken man can heal."

the reminiscece.......

the most important thing to have a pure relationship is to trust and remember only one thing.....

"you cannot leave me

 because you need me"

back with a bang......

yes i m back.....

"life teaches you to loose but it also teaches you how not to be a looser".....

so y shud i bother about  a silly friend,.......let him go man.

he is a looser because he lost me.......and he is gonna regret it.

i was polite to him and loyal as well......i did nthng wrong.....

i never lied to him......i was frank and as much honest as i can be....

so i have done nothing wrong.....so its for him 2 regret not me.......

we decide our own courses of actions,not others.....and i will never let anybody 2 play with my life....

you are not authorised to tresspass into my life........yeah its my life.....and i am gonna live it to its extreme limit......oh yeah.......i am back........

so cheers......

"he can be she and him can be her,suit yourself"

my new look......

well i m growing my hair.i always liked to have long hair,so this time i am determined to go with that.dad is not so happy with that,atleast once a day he asks me to get my hair cut.

but somehow i manage to tackle him...."papa thand lagti hai na isliye nahi kaant raha hu..:)...".

but i have to tell you its really getting difficult for me to handle my hair......i wonder how girls manage theirs.....

so i am taking some assistance from my sis.......she advised me to do conditioning........

tell u yaar...."pehle nahao shampoo ke sath ;fir conditioner lagake 5 minute baithe raho...and then again wash hair with almost half the bucket....".....ohhhh god.....kitna jhanjhat hai yaar.........

karna to padega na.......i dont want to get bald before  -------- ,ab samajh jao na yaar.......:P......

so c u guys in few days....abhishek with a choti......lolzzzzzzz.........

keep chasing....

yesterday i was so much depressed,i even considered of shutting down my blog........

thanks to aman,he encouraged me; instead of running away 4m problems,we must face them......

this post is dedicated 2 u buddy.......

i will keep writing and posting until i explore me........because the road is long to cover and i can see that happen.NO matter what happens i will keep writing and writing.........

gamo se bhare mausam.......

                                               "kitni dhundhli hai meri ye jindagi"

kaisi hai ye meri jindagi,

kaisi hai ye sajish,

gam ko hai mujse itni dosti,

ansuyo ko hai mujse aisa pyar

gamo ke taufe mujko mile,

tadapte huye pal mujko mile,

jeke fir karna kya mujko aisi jindagi,

chahkar bhi kuch kar na pau,aisi hai meri bebasi

kya khata mujse ho gayi,

khushi chahkar bhi mujse na mil payi,

kaisi kashmakash hai ye jindagi,

kabhi to ayegi khushi

dekhu darwaje ko har pal,

sochu ,tu ayega fir kabhi,

bhar dega wo jakhmo ko sabhi,

is vhram me jee raha hu  abhi

dil karta hai muskurane ko,

thak gaya hu jeete huye aise lamho ko,

bas itni si hai meri khwaish,

chand lamho ke waaste hi sahi,

kat jaye teri baho me meri jindagi

jab wo pal yaad ate hai........

hare huye hai mere zakham,

yaad mujko aa gaye fir wo gum,

chaha tha jisko khud se bhi jyada,

chod gaya hai mujko kahi

kaisi kashmakash hai ye meri,

usne hum se ki na kabhi dosti,

fir bhi pal rahi hai ek aas,

wo kabhi to ayega mere pass

jab wo gujre lamhe yaad ate hai,

hasi ke sang aansu bhi de jate hai,

kaise wo pal the jo kat gaye itni jaldi,

kaise ye pal hai jo kaante nahi katte

tere baatoon ko sunna mera,

tere narajgi bhi par hasna mera,

tere gusse me pyar ka jhalakna tera,

tere dukh me tadapna mera,

kaise tuje ye ehsaas dilau,

kitne yaad ate hai wo pal