i am trying.....

i  dont know what i am trying,

but loosing you has left me ailing,

when you are close to me,

love is so beautiful to me,

when i feel the reality,

i suffer the agony

i dont know what i am trying,

but the glow of your smile is dimming,

when you are crawling over me,

i can see you making love to me,

when i open my eyes all over,

i loose you forever

i dont know what i am trying,

but the shadow of urs is leaving,

when i touch her lips,

i love the way she flips,

when i see my fingers pointless

i cant explain how much i feel helpless

i dont know what i am trying,

the memories of urs has left me dying,

may be i have lost my mind,

i just wanna hold you,

just want you to be here tonight,

i know i will never see you again,

i wish i can sleep forever,

cuz you have taken my breathe away

no i cant.....

my friends are asking me to go 4 raaz-2,a horror mystery and  may be another piece of crap by emran hashmi;i dont like him,doesnt matter.......but guys i cant see horror movies yaar....

i am still a bacha,mujko dar lagta hai na.....jokes apart,i have always been scared of horror movies.....

i sleep alone in my room and i see nightmares whenever i see any horror flick......

sorry my dearest dearest friends to let u down but i really cant go.......hope u guys understand.......

ready to fall.......

                              " my favryt john cena proposing his gf,what a lovely moment"

Joey Fatone Ready to Fall: I get a feeling I can't explain  whenever your eyes meet mine  My heart spins in circles  and I lose all space and time  And now that we're standing face to face  something tells me it's gonna be OK  And I'm ready to fall in love tonight  ready to hold my heart open wide  I can't promise forever  but baby i'll try  cuz I'm ready to fall in love tonight  I know you've been watching  choosing your moment  But I've been dreaming of that day  no one before you has gotten to me this way  And now that we're standing face to face  There something I need to say  and I'm ready to fall in love tonight  ready to hold my heart open wide  I can't promise forever but baby I'll try  cuz I'm ready to fall in love tonight  Nothing is certain  this I know  wherever we're heading  I'm ready to go  I can't promise forever but baby I'll try  cuz I'm ready to fall in love tonight  yes I'm ready to fall in love tonight  yes I'm ready to fall in love tonight  Ready to Fall, Joey Fatone  i just love this song.......

taliban in india....

today we are celebrating 60th anniversary of india being a republic country.

but india is shamed again by some fanatic and hooligans of a moral policing group.

some men got into a pub and dragged women out.some of the footages i saw in cnn-ibn showed those girls being slapped by those bastards and some even fell on the ground.

what a horrifying scene for them.do you really think those girls will ever dare to go there??

can we imagine the trauma they went through???no we can't......

i am really feeling ashamed of being a part of a sex group which is involved in such inhuman activities.

the hooligans chased those girls like shit and attacked guys who were trying to protect them.

some girls were also seen being assaulted by those a**holes....

even now if i imagine myself being in such situation....i feel too scared......even though i m a guy....

i hope govenrment act soon and take action against those criminals under anti-terror laws because they are no better than terrorists.

note: i take no credit for the pictures,these  are taken from internet.these are the real pictures of mangalore pub attack

is that what we call love...???

i never begged u 2 luv me,

i never will,

but i want to keep dat glow in my heart,

i want 2 experience d smell of ur shampoo,

i wanna c u d way u find ur place on my shoulders,

i wanna smile wen u say hi 2 me,

i wanna c u d way u eat,

i wanna use my thumb 2 take d extra part of a noodle 4m ur lips

i love d way u smile,

bcz its precious 2 me,

i love d way u dress even if it takes u so many hrs,but its worth,

i want u 2 slap me,so dat i can feel d warmth of ur soul

i apologise if i ever hurt u,

i want u 2 hurt me,bcz i knw afterwards u will give me a kiss,

i can do anythng 4 ur smile,

i love d way wen u say"i miss u"

but wen i see tears in ur eyes,

i wish i can change dat bloody world 4 u only.

i have only 1 request 4 u,

plz never ask me 2 stop loving u,

even if i cherish dat hope in my heart,

it will hurt me not u.

the executioner of me......

the moment i hurt u,

i executed me

the moment i made u cry,

i executed my soul

the moment i pained u,

i executed my heart

the moment i agonized u,

i executed my eyes

the moment i bruised u,

i executed my senses

now that u have left me,

i m reduced to half

"because u r my  other half"

if i were a girl.....

"beyonce showed her version of pain  through her song in if i were a boy...

  now let me show the version of boys......"

if i were a girl even just for a day,

i wud take out my money,

and threw out a party,

and go out to have fun with other men,

and chase after the wealth they have,

i wud dumb them when i am done,

i am a beautiful girl,

i know they will come after me like dogs

if i were a girl

i think i could understand,

hw much it hurts to see a girl with other guy,

i wish i cud control my lust

i wouldn't give up on him,

because i know how it feels to be alone,

i would attend when he calls in phone,

because he needs to get hone

i know he needs me to stand by his side

if i were a girl 

i would see his  messages,

i would never reply them back,

and pretend like as if i am not watching him

i would make promises to him,

and give him some hope,

when i loose  interest on him,

i would leave him forever,

and turn his life like a dicer

if i were a girl 

i think i cud understand,

how much the heart pains,

when a relationship is destroyed

i wouldn't give up on him,

because i know how it feels to be alone,

i would attend when he calls in phone,

because he need to get hone

i know he needs me to stand by his side

i know its never too late,

if u want u can come into my life,

i wud take u as my wife,

my heart beats for u only

but you are just a girl,

you will never understand,

ya ....you will never understand,

how much it hurts to loose inspiration

you wud give  up on me,

you wud never feel to love me,

you wud never take my call,

you wud never inspire me,

you wud never stand by my side,

because you are just a girl